Happy Birthday

Happy birthday to my dearest brother...

May you rest in peace, my pray always be with you :)

Sushi oh sushi

I love sushi
I can eat sushi one week in a row and still enjoy it, not my boyfriend though. He doesn't want to eat sushi after 3 days in a row we had sushi as out lunch :))

The last time I had sushi was Sunday night, yes I break my fast with sushi woooohooo it's delicious yum.. I almost lost my hope to eat there after see the waiting list, oh my God it's like everybody want to eat sushi at the same time :(. And when I look around people who are queuing and people eating inside mostly are not people who are fasting, how do I know that? I can tell from their skin tone :))

It's not that I against them or I hate them but c'mon lah they can eat at anytime they want during the day and why they choose same time as our break fast? This is the time that we have been waiting for, the time that we finally can eat and drink after fasting for almost 14 hours. When I'm not fasting I will do the same, I will wait until the time for break fast passed because I want to let people whom are fasting break their fast first, I can wait but why those people can't?

I don't ask something that really hard to do, I only ask people who are not fasting to give a little bit of respect to people who are fasting by letting them break their fast first by not come to the resto at that specific time so that people can break their fast on time.

1st day

Selamat berpuasa semua yang melaksanakan ibadah puasa, semoga amal ibadah kita tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya, amien.

Happy birthday to me......

Got a little bit of mellow feeling today when me and my boyfriend had a small conversation about my big brother...

Me and my family supposed to meet him today, but God has other plan. Maybe this is the best way for you that God has planned, no more pain and no more struggle.

I will cherries the memory we had and remember you as my big brother, always and forever.

Good bye brother, I will take care of Mom and your wife, hug dad from me if you meet him up there, may you rest in peace, amien.

Hug and kiss for both of you up there

Love you

Pre birthday

Day 1 before my birthday and I don't experience the birthday blues like years ago.. because I'm happy and grateful

I'm grateful that I have wonderful girlfriends that always be there for me in my good and bad times.
I'm grateful that I have a wonderful boyfriend who is care about me a lot, nice, sweet and support me, thank you babe for become my shoulder to cry on when I got the news for the 1st time and be here for me throughout the times..
I'm grateful that I have a wonderful family.
I'm grateful that God still gives me opportunity to meet my brother and pleased him before You take him from our side forever, may he rest in peace.
I'm grateful that I have this good job so that I can live independently and help my family as much as I could
I'm grateful that I'm still here, healthy and alive in my 29 years living in this world, Thank you God for giving me such a bless.

I wish that I will have a wonderful year ahead in every aspects on my life, amien.

Trivia Question

Situation 1 - Cinema

What would you do if someone who sits next to you keep talking and make comments during the movie?

Buat kamu si Annonymous....

Begini ya...

Apa yang saya lakukan dan baju apa yang saya pakai adalah bukan urusan kamu, tolong di catet ya itu bukan bra tapi bikini... gak tau bedanya ya?

Dan soal perasaan ibu saya juga bukan urusan kamu, tau apa kamu tentang ibu saya?

Memang saya tidak sempurna, tidak ada manusia yang sempurna, yang sempurna adalah Tuhan. Apakah kamu Tuhan? Sehingga kamu berhak menuduh orang sembarangan? Saya yakin kamu bukan Tuhan! So just fuck off!!!!

Tolong dicatet juga ya, saya tidak pernah minta kamu untuk baca blog saya, kalau memang tidak suka dengan blog saya or tidak suka dengan saya ya sudah jangan baca! Simple kan, daripada selalu menulis comment-comment yang kampungan.

Iya saya bilang kampungan! Karena kamu hanya berani bersembunyi di balik nama "annonymous", orang paling pengecut yang pernah saya kenal!

Kalau kamu memang tidak suka hayo tunjukan siapa kamu, duh plis deh hari gini masih aja lempar batu sembunyi tangan.. udah gak musim kaleee....

Btw, gak punya kerjaan yang lebih penting ya sampe ngurusin orang lain??

Get a live and mind your own business!!

Bored...

It's been quite a while that I feel so bore with my work, dunno what happen, maybe because I'm facing the same challenge.. different account and different clients but still same challenge.

Tired and bored facing and manage stubborn creative, bitchy clients, nagging boss, etc. Been wondering what is it like to work as humanitarian worker, do something real to help people and make my self useful for others. It might be a good changes for me, do something that totally new, meet new people, have new challenges.

Some of my friends said that maybe what I need is to take a break and go on holiday, I did that as well.. 10 days in Bali and 4 days in Manado didn't make any different, still don't have motivation to work and my brain doesn't want to co-operate :(

Does anybody can help me?

Suka heran kenapa ya orang pada seneng banget ngurusin orang lain, padahal mereka itu nggak kenal dekat dengan kita. Boo please deh...

I really don't care what people think about me, especially if they don't know me well, I only care what my inner circles think about me, nothing else matter. C'mon, don't judge book from its cover. I never judge people coz I ain't God, so can I get the same treatment from people?

Can you just leave me alone?! What I do has nothing to do with you

Well, I just take the bright side, that means people are really care about me so they want to know everything bout me :).